Let it be known, a cuckold can never un-do himself; it does work that way, and I doubt there’s any way that such could ever apply. It is meaningless for a cuckold to assume that he can return to his former state of being, regardless of whether his woman chooses to do so or not.
A hotwife can decide to quit the lifestyle and return to being a regular housewife, that’s acceptable. For a husband, however, the opposite is what exists. Once a husband/boyfriend decides to become a cuckold, so he will remain for a lengthy period of time. I won’t say forever, because that would be too much of a stretch. I will say that even when a cuckold decides to go quiet, even then the desire never quits his heart or mind.
A cuck-husband can remain docile for a long time due to some unusual circumstances. Perhaps his spouse has quit the game and returned to being a domestic wife, or he has suffered other tragic measures like divorce. Even then, it’s unlikely that would be dire enough to kill his cuckold spirit.
The husband might decide to take some time off, become reacquainted with his emotions and livelihood, while also unconsciously seeking means of restarting his cuckold desires. But once this lifestyle gets started in a husband’s mind, seldom will he dare or become eager to quit.
The cuckold urgency has always been strong prior to the husband/boyfriend acknowledging this idea to his spouse/lover. That urgency becomes heightened once his woman accepts to partake in the cuckold lifestyle alongside him. His desire stays at its peak each time he gets to envision his wife humiliating him in the presence of her lover(s), and he can never seek any action that might dampen his spirit.
Each cuckold experience will strive to increase his erotic sensations, to the point where he then becomes like a junkie, always seeking an elevated fix for his spouse—enrolling her into a gangbang activity, not once or even twice; sponsoring him and his wife (including her lover) to undertake vacation trips to exotic destinations where she can continue exploring her sexual fantasies. Even turning his bedroom into a fanciful bordello: inviting other wives to join in the fun.
Imagine when things come crashing to an end the mental devastation that would hit the husband. If and when his wife decides to no longer carry onward with their erotic way of life, regardless of however amount of pleading he gives, he would then be left with two choices: continue on without her in secret, or continue pleading in the hope that something might give to her changing her mind.
A cuck’s best bet would be to carry on, but in secret, so as not to upset his wife: seeking some other Mistress to serve on the side, or attach himself to a Black Master who would consider dominating him even without his wife.
But what if the husband losses his wife to her lover? What would happen to him if his wife opts to divorce him and elope with her lover, would this kill the husband’s cuckold spirit? Yes, it would hurt, no doubt. But it would be far better for the cuck to pick up the pieces and find himself another woman whom he could groom to become his future Mistress. The same goes to the white boyfriend who losses his woman to a superior black lover: seek out another white woman and waste no time aspiring her to desire you for your submissive cuckold tendencies than ever.
However, one anomaly that needs to be stressed involves single white bois wanting to serve a Black Master/Mistress on their own. Most often, such would be considered cuckoldry, which is very erroneous. Should a white boi wish to serve a Master or Mistress of his liking, that is an endeavour he would have to carry out on his own, provided he meets certain criteria for his Master/Mistress to deem him worthy.
In summary, like energy that never gets destroyed, so, too, a white husband cannot and should never deny his cuckold, submissive instincts to himself or to his lover. Accept what is you, and know that this is your true calling, and then let things roll inevitably as it should.
Cuckolds never die, nor do they ever go away. This is their dream; this is their destiny calling.
You are so right. I tried to escape my addiction and had a cold withdrawl for two moth. But it has been catching up with me and now i'm more addicted than ever. I have to see my wife cumming on another mans cock. It's all my mind revolves around day and night. Not one day goes by that I'm not mastrubating to that thought. Sometimes I'm doing it in our marital bed while my wife is sleeping beside me and cumming to the thought of a big black cock taking her from behind.
You are so right. I tried to escape my addiction and had a cold withdrawl for two moth. But it has been catching up with me and now i'm more addicted than ever. I have to see my wife cumming on another mans cock. It's all my mind revolves around day and night. Not one day goes by that I'm not mastrubating to that thought. Sometimes I'm doing it in our marital bed while my wife is sleeping beside me and cumming to the thought of a big black cock taking her from behind.