Officially, I guess you can say I live an interracial life, as I am asian and my hubs is white- although that doesn't really count does it? That's not why we are here.

When my husband I have sex, and get to our sex talk- often the topic comes up of me being with a, or many bbc's- very alpha, very masculine, very well built black man/men- and yes, its him that brings it up.

That's not to say I am not fantasizing before he brings it up, and, this fantasy is my predominant when I am pleasuring myself.

Now, understand, I have not , or we have not expressed our fantasies in real life, till now it has only been fantasy, although each time we talk about it, the story gets clearer (maybe closer to real life)

There are fantasy's of me being treated rough, we have talked about me and a bbc boyfriend going to the beach, holding hands, or even out to dinner, and Chris is the third wheel, we have him there to pay- as we express enough PDA to make my small town blush.

As far as the sex, I want to be seen, I want to be watched by Chris, and also my neighbors, I want to them all to see me being manhandled to the point of exhaustion- all the while, Chris holds my hand, looks me in the eyes, and realizes that his fantasy has lost me to the 'dark' side. I want to be held, and hold my bull all night long in our bed, while hubby spends the night on the couch, and taking care of our two children- mommy's busy, dont bother her.

This fantasy and belief, might be the reason I have not ventured over yet- afraid of losing all else in my life as I gain my prowess.

With i you OU having your husbands support, you really need to find a black lover to fulfill BOTH of your fantasies. Speaking from experience, You will never regret it..