How strong is your craving for Black Cock? Do you strongly wish it for just yourself, or to include your spouse as well? What would be your response if he/she doesn't agree to join it?
I can’t lie, this is too important and far too powerful to deny, I’ve evolved somehow to lust after and deeply crave black men’s precious superior cocks, probably as much as most white girls do once they’ve gone Black. It’s always there, within me, that overwhelming desire to just drop to my knees and happily, eagerly service a black man, if he wants that from me.
I wanted this lifestyle, this responsibility, to support and to serve black men through sexual reparations initially, just for my wife, and for me to simply be allowed to watch her doing this, if allowed. I want the best of everything in life for her, including ensuring she is completely 100% sexually fulfilled too, and as a white boy with a small dick and no game in bed, clearly, I can not give this level of pure bliss to her. It’s just not possible for white boys, realistically. So for several years now, this perfect fantasy was always focused solely upon her pleasure and the pleasure she could give to multiple black men, ideally.
Somehow, over this time, things have been altered and have made me refocus my own sexual desires to now also include wanting to be a slut for black men as well, if they’ll have me. I completely understand if they don’t, just as I accept my own white inferiority and submissive beta boy nature to their alpha male dominance as the true Kings on this planet. It’s like all this reading about interracial relationships, sexuality, through articles, stories, confessions, fantasies, and other peoples experiences, along with all the incredible interracial porn that is easily available to view anywhere at anytime these days, has rewired parts of my brain and it’s altered my very core.
I sincerely hope to finally turn my wife out, into joining this superior way of life, seeing her become more than she is just as a white boy’s hot wife and mom to our kids, by literally becoming a true Hotwife, embrace being a slut for all black men only, Cuckolding me along the way in any fashion or to whatever degree she feels is best. Such as going pussyfree, in chastity if she likes that concept, become a husband in name only, I’m open to her choices going forward. I’ve worked at this transition for her discreetly for a few years so far, seducing her on its many merits and opportunities and helping her to see it’s endless advantages for her to enjoy ultimately. I do feel she’s close now, but, it hasn’t happened yet.
I can’t lie, this is too important and far too powerful to deny, I’ve evolved somehow to lust after and deeply crave black men’s precious superior cocks, probably as much as most white girls do once they’ve gone Black. It’s always there, within me, that overwhelming desire to just drop to my knees and happily, eagerly service a black man, if he wants that from me.
I wanted this lifestyle, this responsibility, to support and to serve black men through sexual reparations initially, just for my wife, and for me to simply be allowed to watch her doing this, if allowed. I want the best of everything in life for her, including ensuring she is completely 100% sexually fulfilled too, and as a white boy with a small dick and no game in bed, clearly, I can not give this level of pure bliss to her. It’s just not possible for white boys, realistically. So for several years now, this perfect fantasy was always focused solely upon her pleasure and the pleasure she could give to multiple black men, ideally.
Somehow, over this time, things have been altered and have made me refocus my own sexual desires to now also include wanting to be a slut for black men as well, if they’ll have me. I completely understand if they don’t, just as I accept my own white inferiority and submissive beta boy nature to their alpha male dominance as the true Kings on this planet. It’s like all this reading about interracial relationships, sexuality, through articles, stories, confessions, fantasies, and other peoples experiences, along with all the incredible interracial porn that is easily available to view anywhere at anytime these days, has rewired parts of my brain and it’s altered my very core.
I sincerely hope to finally turn my wife out, into joining this superior way of life, seeing her become more than she is just as a white boy’s hot wife and mom to our kids, by literally becoming a true Hotwife, embrace being a slut for all black men only, Cuckolding me along the way in any fashion or to whatever degree she feels is best. Such as going pussyfree, in chastity if she likes that concept, become a husband in name only, I’m open to her choices going forward. I’ve worked at this transition for her discreetly for a few years so far, seducing her on its many merits and opportunities and helping her to see it’s endless advantages for her to enjoy ultimately. I do feel she’s close now, but, it hasn’t happened yet.